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DISCLAIMER
hellos!
err i dunno wad to put here so it shall be empty hahah
HER; ♥
♥ weixin.
♥ 161088.
♥ nyps|6F2000.
♥ nygh|40604.
♥ cjc|2t38.
♥ nus|chem.
email.
LOVES; ♥
♥ FOOD!
♥ my ixus 80IS
♥ arcade
♥ hanging out
WISHES; ♥
♥ make it to KOREA!
♥ actually ive everything i want hahahs (:
CREDITS ♥
Desi
gner (:
Base Code (:
Image (:
20080724 ♥
2 more days of work and 7 days to aussie!
the thought of that has put me in a rather jolly mood (:
actually i dun think work's very bad. just that it can get kinda boring when md's not around. but when he is, im rushing everywhere and can't even have lunch in peace. hmm. and he can be kinda intimidating sometimes. but i guess it's still not that bad! he can be quite nice at times haha.
shall go slp early, have got a looooong day tmr. like 8.30am-10.30pm. coz there's concert. and another concert on sat too. but it's freedom after that! er if u don't count matric fair duty hahahs. i guess i could bring sudoku/tridoku to do, or maybe even kakuro ha. it's been a long time since i played that.
i've got a fishbone stuck in my throat (although the doc says it isn't..(there's really smth there!!)) and so im on antibiotics for the next 5 days. stinky. hope it goes away soon. rarr.
nice rainy night calls for peaceful sleep.
xoxo
20080715 ♥
angel!
i only start school on the 11th! so i'll be back before it starts hahah. want anything from there? and it's okay! u dun hafta pass the msg, just randomly thought of it ha. ehhh i thought u wanted to dinner last week? then in the end we didn't. bleahs.
haha u can come over when sch starts! u'll be nearer to me anyway hehe. bake! (:
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going off to the airport to send my guest artiste off in half an hr. and only 10.5 more days of work! yayness (:
xoxo
20080710 ♥
just read through my jc entries coz i had nth to do at work
i dun mean to make uni sound boring (although it really is), but jc really rocked. as i look back, my happiest times were indeed spent at cj (: ny was pretty fun too, but nowhere near to cj. even cj's pe is hell fun! (or torture, whichever way you want to view it) we were made to climb over the school gate, crawl in longgang (drain), trek through forest, ultimate frisbee, floorball oh and not to forget mass pe too.
staying back to study/slack after sch everyday, playing badminton/soccer/ bridge/hearts, throwing markers, fooling around in the lab (bio lab was hazel's hell, right right? hahas), eating crackers/baby food in class..there's so much i wish i still have. if only things didn't change, if only we didn't have to leave jc, if only..there was no uni. why can't they make jc 4 years too?
and also after reading through all that..i guess i owe you an apology. maybe it's a lil late to say this now, but i think i should, in case u still happen to read. im sorry for whatever that didn't work out, i know it's my fault that we're not speaking now. glad to know u're doing great (i have my means hahah) but yeah. im really sorry.
xoxo
20080704 ♥
just sneaked into the concert hall to watch a band-cum-choir-cum-dance rehearsal. (eh i finished all the work that was given to me k haha) the choir was probably the best outta the 3, although they were pretty soft considering they had quite a number of pple. band was horribly outta tune, dance was...er...no comments ha.
it brings back memories though..and surprisingly, mostly good ones (: of course there were bad memories, esp nearing concerts/competitions, but i guess the good ones were more memorable. plus the friendships forged, going through all the scoldings tgt, bitching about the conductors and much much more. and yes, i actually do miss those times.
there's nycb concert on 4th aug at esplanade and im gonna miss it. rarr. whyyyy. so qiao. bleahs. but i don't care coz im going aussieee! wahahahha. like finally. =)) band can wait for a year more hahahs.
xoxo
20080703 ♥
Read something from a friend's blog just the other day and thought 'twas quite meaningful.
Gratitude
Today I stood at my window and cursed the pouring rain,
Today a desperate farmer prayed for his field of grain
My weekend plans are ruined, it almost makes me cry
While the farmer lifts his arms and blesses the clouded sky.
The alarm went off on Monday and I cursed my work routine,
Next door a laid-off mechanic feels the empty pockets of his jeans.
I can't wait for my vacation, some time to take for me,
He doesn't know tonight how he'll feed his family.
I cursed my leaky roof and the grass to mow,
A homeless man downtown checks for change in the telephone.
I need a new car, mine is getting really old,
He huddles in a doorway, seeking shelter from the cold.
With blessings I'm surrounded, the rain, a job, a home,
Though my eyes are often blinded by the things I think I own.
~Anon~
It is then that I realize I've been taking too many things for granted. My family, my friends, a chance to go uni and many more. I've been spending too much money, have not been treating anything seriously enough, have been neglecting some old friends (yes, i do know), have been enjoying life abit too much and the list goes on.
I guess it's a passing phase in life, where you feel like you can do anything and everything and there's no restrictions. Looking back at the last 2mths, I really haven't acheived much, besides sitting in the office earning money. Haven't had time to catch up with friends, haven't revised my work though I should, haven't learnt jap/korean, haven't had dinner at home for more than 3 days in a row..
I should start making an effort to change things..yes I shall.
xoxo