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err i dunno wad to put here so it shall be empty hahah
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20050429 ♥
bleh im damn pissed. and all becoz of stoopid ahem. i had half a mind to ask him to kiss my ass, but being the nice and guai person i am, of course i didn't. i wouldn't dare to anyway.
sectionals was horrible. like fine la, u're sick. but so is the whole section, and i think it's all ur fault damnit. serves u right. and since u're sick, u should stay at home and slp, not cum to band prac wif that ultra black face and flaring up at the slightest mistake that we make. like come on la, everybody wasn't feeling well lor, and it's not as if huiting's playing is that bad. it just so happened that she wasn't on form today and u had to reprimand her until she cried. then u had to pick on me -.- wad the sheet. i was on the verge of tearing. gd thing we had to leave for band prac at the audi extension *phew*
conclusion for the day: weixin is not a flautist. im just not the gu niang kinda person who can sit there and play the flute all day long. gets super boring. it's a wonder how pple can lead such sianded lives. on the other hand, perc is funn. no doubts bout that. hey there's proof k. which idiots would go running around the sch, climbing outta the j block windows to get to the grandstand when all the staircases are locked at nite? perc. oh tt was during band camp when we were erm supposed to be happily snoring away yepx. we sorta escaped from the dorm and went around. sandie and i actually wanted to find a place to study but we got caught darn. okay anyway, we climbed up the slope to the back of the C block clsrms where the guys were staying and tried to get them to come out. heh i think that was when we were spotted, coz when we were running across that stoopid half-look-through-able gate, charles [i think] shouted *sandie!* immediate thought: oh shiit. reflex action: runnn for ur lives. oh well we got caught anyway. melvin went back first, then sandie angel and i strolled back to meet our fates. wasn't anything much though.
anyway where was i. oh, me not being a flautist. wad do u expect from a person who has NEVER played flute in a band b4 and onli learnt from yamaha for 3 months? oh purr-llease. be glad that i can even fake my way through stoopid heart and voice la. it's just that spasticated 4 bars that's killing us. and it's not as if we never practised that part. i think we spent at least 3 hours on just that 4 bars of nonsense.
im not thinking straight anymore. shall go do something else and maybe if i haf the mood i'll cum back and continue
xoxo
20050427 ♥
weixin is happpiee. i lurve my pw group. =) yay
xoxo
20050421 ♥
gee i feel so screwed up. went wif angel to far east for dinner just now. chicken rice! =) went to 'he and she' to get some stuff and went home after tt coz both of us haven't packed our stuff for band camp heh. and guess wad? i boarded the wrong train -.- how blur can a person get man. i took from orchard down to city hall, onli to change onto the wrong train and go back to dhoby ghaut again. feel so stoopid. ah heck. i'm super tired now and my eyes are blurring, but i shall still blog coz i wun haf chance to do so for the next 2 days. sobx. anyway i wrote this on the way to sch today, and erm during chi hah.
seems like it's always ellyne, corny and me who siam outta the band rm first. we'll always be the first three at the bus-stop waiting for the bus haha. den corny will start crapping and i'll be like diaox. heh. same case yest, just tt he wasn't as hyper as usual = not so lame (: guess he can be serious when he wants to, but is downright lame when he's hyper. he's like the lamest guy i ever knew la. can faint when u hear him talk lor.
yeah anyway, we were at the bus-stop yest when he suddenly asked me why i din join perc in cj. come to think of it, i never seriously thought about tt qn. but becoz of his one statement, i thought about why i choose to do certain things. he said tt everything happends for a reason, and after pondering over it on the stoopid one hr bus ride, i realized he was rite. people always ask me why i do some things, and i'll be like "i don't know", maybe coz i was just trying to avoid answering the qn. yepx, so throughout the bus ride, i was busy thinking and answering my own qns. long bus rides are good..gives me time to think about stuff like this (: everytime i get home i wun be able to do anything coz it'll be too late and i'll be very tired, esp these few days coz there's band prac every single day.
why did i choose to go cj? to put it simply, i can't go anywhere else. i mean where can 14-4 get me? like geez. besides jj, cj was my best choice. and i guess it was oso coz of angel. she was psychoing me to go cj haha. it sorta influenced me hehx. stoopid angel. say all the rubbish propaganda to make me go cj.
why band? actually wanted to join canoeing/fencing/band. ended up in band of course. angel was actually against me joining canoeing coz of all the politics, and i dun think i'll have the strength [both mental and physical] to cope wif training AND studies anyway, so tt was out. fencing was just too costly. over a thousand bucks just for buying and maintaining the equipment was too much for me so yeah. and what am i left with? band. oh i oso wanted badminton initially, but i knew tt i wun be able to make it so i din even go for the tryouts. maybe it's just the thoughts of not being able to make it in tt puts me off. i know im such a loser by thinking tt way. yup, so i ended in band after all.
thought tt i din have a reason for choosing flute over perc, but went to think about it after corny asked me, and yeah, there ARE reasons why i chose flute and not perc. it's the pple i guess. if angel was staying in band, i would have chosen perc, but the thing is, she's only playing for syf then leaving the band for canoeing. whereas if i join flutes, there's hazel. [at tt pt in time, jiahui too. but she pangseh-ed us. nvm bout tt] i wun deny tt i regret a little of the choice tt i made, coz the perc pple seem more fun [in fact the ARE more fun] perhaps it's a perc thing. most perkys are abit haywire in the brain and super lame. -think xp and corny- *faints*
bleh okay. stoopid corny. made me think so much. but it's good, it's good. okie my eyes are closing liao. and there's band camp tmr. sighz. hopefully i'll survive band camp and not die, coz there's math test on mon, chem and bio on wed. blarhh..
xoxo
20050416 ♥
decided not to go out tmr after all
staying home to mug.
band from 9 to 6 today. and it was super screwed up. i was super out of tune until halfway through combined prac, which was about 3+. was pretty bad. maybe i was too tired, everything seemed outta tune, even the xylo. guess i'm just not myself these few days.
stress stress stress
having headache. shits
hah. angel and i are complaining to each other about ahem. dunno how to play dun show off la. wad the shit. pop popp poppp. blarh. okay i'm feeling quite shitty now. sorrie.
i'm tired
and there's band prac for the next 13 days. non-stop. yesh, including sunday, coz there's band camp. blehhh. it's gonna be the shittiest camp ever man. lemme count. 7.5 hrs combine prac, 3 hrs sectionals, 2 hrs study period, 1 hr PT, and the rest of the time we're either eating or slping. besides the bbq on sat, which seems sadly, to be the most fun part of camp.
i'm gonna be dead soon. and i wun be surprised if i break down soon. i've got lotsa hw waiting to be cleared, tests to study for, and band until 7 EVERYDAY starting from next week. eeeks.
jc life=no life
xoxo
20050414 ♥
firstly, congrats to nycb! and dunman! haha =) both got goldddd =D
well done pple! nycbians, dun be sad just becoz u all din get the honours k? cheers!
yayyy! finally a muffin outing. wif ealing. on sun at orchy. ladida. hopefully nothing crops up. *crosses fingers*
and i changed the song again. dun ask me the title and singer, coz i myself have no idea. just heard it and thought it was nice, so changed the song. lala
sch's tiring. all the hw and band. plus tests that are cuming up in a week or so. band's super tiring. but hafta practice. no choice, coz syf's cuming. heh at least we have fun during band. erm, illegally haha. hazel would be busy msging bryan and tokking to nicholas, anne and kevin =) den we'll type msges using hp and pass arnd to read coz we can't talk haha. nicholas's farnie. darn farnie. and cute. hee =D
kept checking my hp yest during band prac. was waiting for the results for syf to be out. took sooo long k. results were out at bout 7. super late. but at least it was gd news =)
tmr's uber slack. chem prac, break, pe, break, bio lect, break [actually cl but i dun take]. so basically for every lesson that i attend, i get a break. how great. but there's band after that so i can't go home. oh wells. band's funnn. or maybe just coz i'm sitting wif crazee pple haha. all the banders are nice actually. =D
i get darn irritated everyday. by someone. blarh. my life in cls sux. i miss angel =(
xoxo
20050410 ♥
sighz. binomial sux. and so does chemical energetics. dun understand a single thing of wad the lecturer's tokking about. sian. think the onli sub that i can score in is math. still haf lotsa work from the first 3 mths for bio and chem to catch up on. and it doesn't help that my mole concept is totally horrible.
almost finished all of the 1st 3 mths math tutorials. left wif GP and quadratic eqns. and what the shit i can't do quadratic. like blarhhhh. and the lecture notes dun help either. realised that i can do the new topics but not the old ones. like partial fractions, summation and AP. quadratic and binomial are old topics, just that they're some additions to the binomial part, but i haf no idea how to do the tutorial qns. or more like i can do the front part, ie the expansion, but not the find approximation part. feel so useless. bleh. better figure everything out by next week, coz there's a math test next next week. includes both binomial and MI. haf a feeling that i'm gonna fail it. unless i manage to memorize all the formulas and stuff.
glanced through the bio notes yest, din understand most of the stuff. what wif the prokaryotes and eukaryotes. i'm becoming a total mugger. so different from wad i used to be. now i stay back after sch when possible to mug. plus band pracs every wed, fri and sat, i conclude that i haf no life. heh. i need someone to explain binomial and chem to meeee. sobx. if not i'm so gonna die.
thought i would be able to pretty much cope wif the extra 3 mths work, but i'm lagging behind already. for both bio and chem. haven't touched chem at all. math's fine. currently that is. once the trigo stuff comes in dunno how i'm gonna catch up, considering i'm struggling wif binomial. haix. hopefully after syf i'll haf more time to mug. band's taking up quite alot of time now. and it's a gd thing i dun take chi. at least i got free periods to rest or to organise my stuff.
squeezy misses the muffins. where haf they all disappeared to? haven't seen u pple for a longggg time. i miss tokking crap. i feel super quiet in class. i'm like this low-key, random person in class who onli mugs and does nth else. and not everybody knows my name yet, after 2 weeks. that's how bad it is. only tok to hazel most of the time. not my fault that the person sitting on the other side of me is super wierd. and everybody in class agrees wif me that she's wierd. so it's not just me being prejudiced against her or smthing. and she keeps sticking to me and hazel. bleh. gets irritating at times. but after ignoring her sometimes when i realli can't be bothered to ans her qns [she asks realli realli common sensical qns], i'll feel bad and try to be nice the next time she asks me something. which is quite bad coz it totally pisses me off.
tmr's a long day. until 5pm. and there's mass pe. sighz. shall stop complaining and continue doing my work.
xoxo
20050409 ♥
and guess wad? i'm still in flutes. heh
the conductor's gonna tell me next week if i'm switching to perc or not.
prac today was 9-5, but the actual amt of time that we spent practising was like 4-5 hrs onli? rest of the time were spent playing games and having lunch. base control rawks (:
okay i'm so gonna slp now. super duper tired. think my eyes are turning red already. darn they hurt. nite
xoxo
20050407 ♥
guess it just wasn't meant to be.
i'm back in perc. coz they're short of mallet players. or rather, they onli haf 2 mallet players and both are playing other parts. so they dun haf enuf pple. after all that i've practised, i'm switched back. how nice. and angel happily told me that they needed players after the wed band prac. blah wadeva. i'll see how things go.
mugging is addictive. and contagious. heh. and binomial sux.
xoxo
20050403 ♥
yes, i haf pangseh-ed perc for flute.
was actually contemplating whether to change back to perc, but decided to stick wif flute in the end. dun ask me why. angel, so sorrie. but u're gonna leave after syf anyway, so it doesn't reallie matter.
wanted to blog alot of times. even thought of wad to type already, but when i get home, i'm either too tired or simply too lazy to go to the blogger page and type everything out. so pardon me for the lack of updates.
now i understand why pple say that jc life sux. mons and tues are my long days, which i end at 5 and 4.30 respectively. thurs my onli considerably short day, which i apparently end at 2+. wed, thurs and sat are cca days. which also means that i'll be blowing my heart out 3 outta 7 days.
syf's in 32 days for me. only 10 for nycb. all the best man. and good luck. u guys will need it. trust me. heh that sounded quite bad, but still, good luck. hahaha. the sky will fall if u all get gold wif honours. but i wun mind the gd news =)
oh and i think i'm freaking my clsmates out. haha. along wif hazel, my mugging buddy. while carriann is screaming away to stop us from mugging so much. not that we reallie mug alot. we SEEM to be mugging but actually we're not.
going off for dinner. shan't say that i'll continue later, coz whenever i say that, i don't. so yeah.
xoxo