bleahness. i hate this. feeling so helpless and everything. sucks.
ptm wasn't too bad. just sat there and smiled for the whole five mins or so. yups. really gotta work harder for bio i guess. am still thinking of wad to take in uni if i make it in. considering food science and psychology. maybe accountancy. see how larhs.
invest was saddening. after all band made up a big part of jc life, and the thought of really leaving the band kinda stinks. as much as i didn't like practising, it made me improve loads, through all the sectionals and band pracs. the crazy scores that were thrown at us pushed us to our limits, and even when we couldn't play them, i must say i still enjoyed the music. after all, there was chenyi to cover up for us (:
am so gonna miss the banders. the crazy fools with their taupoks and crappy shits. those were the fun times that made band enjoyable. plus the j1s are really nice (: i love val hehs. honestly, she's a great girl. "this is so weird. i don't want u all to leave. i'm gonna miss all of you." wasn't really close to her all these while, but she really means what she says, and i guess we could all feel it. hugged her twice yest, and both times i teared. maybe im just emotional la huh haha. but yea, life on weds and sats are gonna feel so different without band. oh and andrew was quite funny haha. i was sitting in the band rm with ellyne when he randomly came up and said "you all must come back ok?" haha so he think he damn great la, we must come back to see him hurhur. all things come to an end i guess, whether good or bad.
was so tempted to msg u last night but decided against it heh. sighs.
and i ought to stop slping with my hair wet, it's giving me horrible headaches.