sometimes i just wonder whether im working hard enough.
alright im studying a lil more now than i did my entire life, but so what? it's probably hardly sufficient to get me a C for all my subs for midyrs. and why in the world am i sacrificing so much time for band. not just cj, but ny as well. alumni pracs on wed and sats are prolly gonna kill me. and i ain't considering holiday pracs yet. plus thailand trip in june. u know, the thought of not going for thailand just crossed my mind today. i actually wished my dad forced me not to go. darn. i can already imagine the stress that i'll hafta go through the whole hols, with band pracs and midyrs to study for.