going off to thailand for the next 6 days. not that ive been blogging much though so it doesnt really make a difference does it (: ah wells. maybe i'll blog after i come back.
xoxo
20060521 ♥
i would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming but everything would be like it was before but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
xoxo
20060515 ♥
sometimes i just wonder whether im working hard enough.
alright im studying a lil more now than i did my entire life, but so what? it's probably hardly sufficient to get me a C for all my subs for midyrs. and why in the world am i sacrificing so much time for band. not just cj, but ny as well. alumni pracs on wed and sats are prolly gonna kill me. and i ain't considering holiday pracs yet. plus thailand trip in june. u know, the thought of not going for thailand just crossed my mind today. i actually wished my dad forced me not to go. darn. i can already imagine the stress that i'll hafta go through the whole hols, with band pracs and midyrs to study for.
then again, why am i even pushing myself so hard.
forget it, im tiredd.
xoxo
20060501 ♥
always aim for the sky, for if you fall, at least you will reach the clouds (: