just decided to post a quick one after the longgg band prac. reached home like..5 mins ago and am happily online already hahah.
last year when i couldn't play heart and voice, i gave myself the excuse that since i just picked up flute, it was natural for me not to be able to play as well as my dear section mates. i was a percussionist for 4 years after all and not a flautist. but after one whole year of learning and practise, i don't see why i should have any excuse for not being able to play, considering all the songs for this concert are easier as compared to heart and voice. or maybe it's coz ive improved from the entire year of practise that the songs now are relatively easy. just needs stamina i guess.
so yeah, it's kinda frustrating when im unable to play certain parts of a song, even if i don't show it. yes i could fake my way through coz there's so many people who can cover up for me, but i don't see the point in doing so. the sense of accomplishment when you actually manage play properly won't be there.
and people, don't get so stressed k. it's contagious (: