changed loads ever since coming into cj. from the really quiet girl who sits and listens attentively in class to a relatively noisy one who throws markers around and bridges non-stop. just half a year ago i was still damn quiet in band, siam-ing straight after every band prac. now it's dinner/pool. feel like im wasting lotsa time and money recently. gah.
i don't know. sometimes i just miss the times in ny. i miss the food. cj food's getting crappier and crappier. i want the muffins back! and tov and ziling so that i can play piano with them againnn. it's so hard to concentrate properly on studies. okay at least i did some work today. like finally.
am starting to realize there really isn't much time left.
and for cariann: just learn to believe in urself more. it's a mentality thing u know. plus if u want something bad enough u will naturally work towards that target. don't give up and keep going, u'll eventually acheive ur goal (: