things always happen when u least expect them don't they. heh.
junyang is cute. period.
and damn his jacket yest was nice. and so was his striped white shirt. with that tie. signature, with no doubt, the simplest and nicest =) sin huey was pretty cool too, look retro-ish heh. and she's niceee. she's the only one who looked up and smiled at every single one after signing hmph.
am so awake now. watched shows on my comp since i woke up. had lunch, continued watching. went to slp after that coz my bro's friend wanted to use the comp. dinner, and watched tv all the way till now. and the dvd player decided to screw up on me so i can't watched it now grr. waiting for my shows to finish d/ling then i can continue watching them! heee (:
and so basically, i just wasted my whole day. wheee
i ought to start getting more productive hmm.
xoxo
20051123 ♥
heh back! weixin was lazy and din feel like blogging for the past week heh, which explains the stagnant blog (:
actually im still feeling lazy now oops, and i dunno wad to blog about hmm...
ohhh i know! weixin's officially MAD bout junyang heh. just spent 16bucks getting this cd where he sang 2 songs, and the free hugeee poster of him, kelly and jianyi (: gonna spend another 13bucks on another cd of his later on if i manage to find it wheee! guardian angel's repeating on my player too heh, damn his voice is nice =) tons of photos of him on my comp too hee. my comp better not crash now man. i'd just faint and die la heh.
im supposed to practise concerto and scales for proficiency test on fri but i can't be bothered. haven't touched my flute at all. siannn. flute's stinky argh.
Guardian Angel
是否记得 守护天使的游戏 从我抽到你的卡片起 不再是一个人的回忆
或许未来有快乐也艰辛 我会把你紧抱在怀里 永远不让你为爱哭泣
如果天空只剩最后 一颗闪烁的心 我会让它为你照亮孤寂 让幸福为你指引
总有一天你会看到 Guardian Angel 降临 那是我的心一直在守护着你 天使他一定能够感应
xoxo
20051114 ♥
oblivious to all else feeling light-headed dysphoric, even. living in self-delusion words stuck in my throat the irony of it all
to think that i but i knew u were not i know i was never but like gee sorry
blog's not a place to let stuff out, so i won't. my apologies for the incoherence. just needed somewhere to rant.
shall return when im back to normal.
xoxo
20051113 ♥
heh, jay chou's ye qu has been replaying for the past half an hour. it's really nicee, esp the chorus. the rapping part doesn't make much sense though lol.
for you, i play chopin's night song to remember my love that's gone. just like the softness of the night wind pleasant, is the heartbreak.
solitaire showdown's hell fun (:
xoxo
20051109 ♥
"Missing someone is a way of growing up.It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness."
\\that explains the feeling of emptiness. now i understand. i miss everybody! yes u. and u. and u and u too heh. does anybody even need to learn how to cope with being lonely? in fact, i like being alone. with nobody bothering me and living in my own little world. i guess it makes me happier. why do i even wonder why i like to shut myself in the room and sing songs for hours on end =)
xoxo
20051106 ♥
ali! pls get rid of your tagboard haha, it hates me. shoutout boxes are horrible lol. anyway, this is for u: can i be a member too? "go ali go!" just keep going heh, things will turn out fine =)
xoxo
20051105 ♥
oreo cheesecake!
it was a little too jellyish, but nice nevertheless.
oatmeal choco chips cookies are next on the list =)
ahhhh! jing qu jiang was niceyyy! coz jj and steph won 4 awards each =) happyyy! mayday was nice too, although ah xin was obviously not singing haha. the recording was way too obvious. ahh he can't fake for nuts. jj rawksss la. played piano and sang at the same time. junyang was there too! muahahah -swoons- im gonna buy junyang's cd when it comes out man. (:
discovered the joy of playing guitar heh. darcy taught me the front part of tears in heaven and i got hooked onto it already. im gonna learn the whole song! provided that my fingers dun die by then hahah. have always wanted to learn but just couldn't be bothered to heh.
ooooh and im gonna go work at NIE next mon and tues. admin work for 7bucks/hr bahah =) yayyy then i'll have moola to spend! wheeee!
xoxo
20051103 ♥
happy burfday les! =)
rmb, that nano's mine!
ohh and the venezia icecream too. -im waiting..-
xoxo
20051101 ♥
"The nice part about being a pessimist is that you're constantly being either proven right or pleasantly surprised."
-being a pessimist is not that bad after all is it? =) somehow, always asking people to stay optimistic isnt that good haha. it's tough to stay optimistic, and i don't see why people have to force a smile to hide all the unhappiness within. though admittedly, im one of those hah.
"Our limitations and success will be based, most often, on your own expectations for ourselves. What the mind dwells upon, the body acts upon."
-aim realistically. as long as u have an aim, you'll strive to acheive it. i'd aim a lil' higher though, so that at least when u don't hit your target, the standard will still be there. [isn't that what ny always taught us hurhur]
"Think twice before you speak, because your words and influence will plant the seed of either success or failure in the mind of another."
-if you've got nothing good to say, don't say anything at all. sometimes, just a simple smile helps alot =)