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HER; ♥


♥ weixin.
♥ 161088.
♥ nyps|6F2000.
♥ nygh|40604.
♥ cjc|2t38.
♥ nus|chem.
email.



LOVES; ♥

♥ FOOD!
♥ my ixus 80IS
♥ arcade
♥ hanging out


WISHES; ♥

♥ make it to KOREA!
♥ actually ive everything i want hahahs (:


CHITCHAT ♥









CREDITS ♥

Desi gner (:
Base Code (:
Image (:



20051030 ♥

like wadeva.

one word - fake.

that's all i can say.

xoxo





best homeclass of 2005 =)

unexpected, delighted, euphoria
-cues in jubilant tribute-

east coast was funn (: went cycling with hazel while the rest went skating. shall go skating next time, uber fun =) ohh we should all go ice-skating someday heh. katong laksa was heavenly. we did retarded stuff there too hee.

hols are here, but we still gotta go back school for pw and band.

basic plan for hols:
-op dry run [2, 4nov]
-op actual [10nov]
-tee38 chalet [29nov-1dec]
-band fest [8-10, 12dec]
-appasionata [17th dec]
-hokkaido [18-24dec]
-6F chalet [not confirmed]

which leaves me less than a month for myself haha. quite crappy, considering that there's so much hw to be done, esp bio. sianinism.

xoxo




20051026 ♥

-yawn- just woke up from a 3 hr nap, only to get a call from corny that his laptop got virus and is desperately trying to save the ppt hurhur. not like i was panicking bout it. i went "oh huh why. ah nvm la, just do again lor." heh.

i seemed to have become indifferent towards things happening around me. people leaving, presentation screwing up. i couldn't even be bothered to do my speech last night when there was supposed to be dry-run today. only started doing it during today's breaks. nothing seems to matter anymore. well, almost. i feel stupid. why do i even bother so much bout u.

think im gonna fall sick soon. woke up with a sore throat and i feel a fever coming heh. i wanna miss lessonsss. but there's pw. and that's more impt than anything else right now. i feel like gg to sleep again. in fact, i feel like just slping my whole life away hah. but that's plain dumb, i know.

happy thought for the day: gonna go back for ny band prac tmr =) it's been a long time since i went back hah. okay maybe not that long. went back on tcher's day. but still. band prac! ahhh i miss my beloved xylo and marimba (: oh yesyes, and i'll get to play brazilian street dance too. heh yayys! ohh i miss lord of the dance. and persis. and elvis presley. fate of the gods. mononoke. animation medley. everything! bahahaha.

xoxo




20051025 ♥

haha know wad? i think u're really nice. pls don't change urself to try to suit to others, coz i don't think we really mean what we say =) it's this personality of yours that makes u so special and unique, and honestly, u're a joy to have around (: yep. and should u really decide to leave, i just hope that there'll be happy memories of us worth remembering to u.

xoxo




20051024 ♥

dang i don't feel too good

too much good food's not wise huh

marche plus random stuff from bk's enough to make me feel like puking lol, and i got a stomachache after leaving bk hurhur.

pw's irritatingly stressful grr. but nvm, just 2 more weeks and no more pw =) i wonder if i'll miss pw then.

xoxo




20051022 ♥

silly weixin was doing silly things today =)

like making apple butter for the whole day. [2 jars!]
eating chocolate fondueee. [uber nice]
eating tortino's pizza. [it was hell heavenly mmm..]
drinking chocalate mudshake vodka. [though i spilt half of it. sorriee!]
eating sushi. [yumyum]

making apple butter video.
mad taking pics of apple butter and rabbit =)
just slacking around and crapping
and not to forget, bridge and daidee too (:

okay today was a happy day! coz there was loads of food muahahaha. rawks la.

xoxo




20051020 ♥

today was crappy. going to sch was a waste of time hah. slept during the army talk, din do much during pw. tried to decipher the stupid html codes for an hour. sianded. came home and did more html until i was nodding off in front of the comp. and i happily went to sleep hah. missed my 9pm show =( woke up and did moree html plus in-text citations.

weixin was pisseddd. sorry for being so cold towards u at times, but i just can't stand it. then i'll feel guilty and try to be nice, which is rather silly of me i think.

anyway, that's WAS. became happier after eating lunch at westmall =) went shop 'n' save after that to get gummies while cariann bought chocs heh. ohoh bought some funny thing from bengawan solo too. eating makes me happyyy (:

xoxo




20051019 ♥

weixin's gonna get promoted =)

thank goodness i passed gp with a pathetic 48

ahhh couldn't expect much anyway. my eng was always horrible

okay since i promised, im gonna do it.

im gonna mug during dec hols (:

and..go back for ny band pracs! wahahah brazilian street dance!

xoxo




20051017 ♥

what are dreams? if a dream is fulfilled, can it still be considered a dream? dreams can never be fulfilled. it is because of dreams that people strive for the better. if dreams were fulfilled that easily, it would make life meaningless won't it?

xoxo





got ABE for promos so far. i have have have have HAVE to pass my gp no matter wad. if not im screwed. OR i hafta take supp paper which is stupid coz i can't study for gp damnit hah.

realized that mugging really makes a difference in results. compare the B to the E hah. obviously i din mug much for the E. ahh oh wells, it's still a pass. as long as i get through promos i'll have time to catch up on all the 1st year work during the hols =) that is IF i get promoted haha.

u know, sometimes i think we ought to take a step back and look at people. u'd prob come to realize that not everybody are what they seem. time changes everything. it's like we're stuck in this small little enclosed circle of friends such that we tend to neglect the rest and also how they're feeling. sometimes friends say they'll always stand by u, but it doesn't really help does it haha. they won't understand how u're feeling exactly. time has shown me how different pple can be, even for myself. happy-go-lucky no more, ive learnt to take things more seriously and also set my priorities right.

im feeling uneasy, and no im not being oversensitive, coz someone else felt it too. mmhmm.

haha okay that was abit jumbled up. two thoughts mixed up in there yepp. oh and don't worry, im not refering to anything or anyone in particular. it's just the slight awakening of confuxin's way of thought yup.

xoxo




20051016 ♥

taken from haoren's blog:

colorgenics

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.


xoxo





Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions are really beyond your capabilities. This has resulted in experiencing considerable anxiety and stress. You are looking for confirmation from your nearest and dearest that you have the ability and strength to fulfill all of your needs and to be completely self-sufficient. When matters don't go right for you - you tend to become inhibited and blame others for your inadequacy. You feel that there must be a way out from all the trials and tribulations that you have been experiencing of late and you are right - there is a solution - so don't give in, keep searching.


xoxo




20051015 ♥

to all who shared the prezzie: thankewww! it's purrrrfecto! just that my ass's really big hah. reallieee.

to corn and mich: thanks loads again for today =) had fun eating hell lotta food and spasticating around =)

to elena: thanx for being hyper and screaming happy burfday over the phone! bahahaha

okiee! now for today..

arranged to meet mich at jurong east mrt at 1, but due to some miscommunication she missed the train i was on hahaha. alighted at the next stop and hop onto the next train, only to realized that there were tons of pple around and i couldn't even find her la. kept getting outta the train when it stopped and mad runnn as much as i could to the end of the mrt to find her. bet i looked like an idiot haha. anywayy, met corny at city hall mrt and walked to suntec.

had a super hard time deciding where to eat coz we were the "anything! anywhere!" pple heh. landed up in marche in the end. ate like wadd..rosti, ham and cheese crepe, pizza and 2 bottles of lime barcadi breezer. my face was peeenk after drinking la haha, mich's face turned pale lol. funnie la, abnormal! hahha. walked around toys 'r' us after that. wanted to go arcade initially, but it was taken over by toys. toy invasion! bahaha.

xoxo





went arcade and bowling after that! haha arcade is a rocks la. esp bishi bashi =) and ddr too heh. bowling was funnn! doing all the retarded stuff like bowling with our left hand and trying to bowl both girl and guy style. girl's style rawks k =) ohoh, we sat down and ate the bread and butter pudding that mich made after that. it was niceee! esp the whipped cream hahaha. ate a hell lotta that. sprayed whipped cream on mich too bahaha. ended up getting chased all over the place like small lil' kids lol.

walked over to esplanade and stoned there as usual. it's reallie nice to stone and look at the water there. im lovin' it! hahaha. listened to a few rock songs. i must admit, they were pretty nice. ohoh the guy sang "i will survive" too. it was nice nice (:

walked over to clarke quay after that. did spastic things again. tried to climb over the railing and jump into the water heh. then wth la. corn said that the merlion started puking coz it saw me -.- diaoxx. rubbish leh! must be coz it saw u la. decided to go tcc for a drink. mangooo rox =) mmhmm. headed back home after that coz 'twas late already.

xoxo




20051013 ♥

Wandering like a leaf upon the wind
I have been searching for someone
Holding out for a love to shake my soul
Heaven or nothing
Then you walked into my life
In a blaze of light
I've never wanted someone more
You are the one I've waited for

Light of my life
You're the fire in my heart
When I am lost
I know I'll feel you burning in the dark
You're the light of my life
Every star in the sky
Shines more brightly when you're at my side
You're the light of my life

xoxo




20051012 ♥

heh. finally went to play arcade again after eons! and ive deproved loads too lol. sianded. ddr is like horrible now. mahjong still rawks though haha. mahjong mahjong mahjong. oooh and i wanna bridge all over again. hearts too.

school's uber slack today. played taboo for gp, went through promo mcq for chem lect, did random qns for chem pract, went through promo paper for math and slacked pw away. ahh tmr's pw day. no more going out i guess. ive no moola left to spend anyway haha.

bahahah gonna stay up tonite to read half blood prince. i know im slowww. i just dun wanna buy the book coz it's too ex and i can't be bothered to borrow haha. thanks willie! (:

think i better stop going out so often. im really spending money like water, which is badd. esp on fooood haha. too bad la, eating rawks!

xoxo




20051011 ♥

on second thoughts, im not at a loss hah.

maybe im just unable to accept the fact

it's like..im forced to feel this way instead of another

but i can't help it.

only this way, would everybody be happy.

xoxo





i don't feel like saying anything

i don't know what to say

im just..at a loss.

don't ask.

xoxo




20051008 ♥

what's yours will be yours. what's not yours, will never be yours...

no matter how much u fight for it.

xoxo




20051007 ♥

im not happy, so im not gonna act as if i am.

impt's tmr. and i haven't touched my flute yet. sir's gonna kill me big time. plus my flute's screwed up, so i can't practise even if i want to.

open house's tmr. and we haven't practised at all for the performance.

tune in's tmr. and it seems like we haven't planned everything yet.

everything's tmr, and it feels like ive so much undone stuff. but i can't do anything bout it either. i tried, really. practised scales and all that rubbish on the piano, but it's obviously differently from flute. pitching and everything.

just hope that he won't have enough time to test us tmr.

-prays-

xoxo




20051005 ♥

heh weixin cut her hair! wheeeee. now i don't hafta tie my hair when i go sch =) so yea imagine how short it is haha. went shopping too! spent around 60 bucks today =x and it's just the second day after exams. shall save money and not go out on fri. stay home and watch vcds all day! ahhh life is damn slack now heh.

i feel..bored. (:

xoxo




20051003 ♥

it's ALL OVER!! =)

but crazy as it may seem, i actually miss mugging.

it's boring to have nth to do. sighh

to all the others: jiayou! it's just a few more days heh.

xoxo




20051002 ♥

haha from friendster. cool shit


Okay, so since life could be a bit tricky now, especially since the rumor mill hasn't shut down just yet -- and in fact, it's picking up speed -- you may have a problem holding onto that secret you've been wrestling with. Your challenge is to decide if it might not be time to approach the person(s) involved and offer to let the cat out of the bag. The good news is that you're verbally adept enough to open that bag without anyone being at all angry with you about it. Good for you.


how's that for you? =) yes you hahah.

xoxo





haha im getting hooked on quizzes. i used to do them loads lol

got this off cariann's blog =)

oh and i didn't know guys liked to do quizzes too haha


YOUR SCORE: 21 out of 24

Holy moley, you are, like the ALBERT EINSTEIN of intimacy. You're a total player in the romance game. Kelly Williams (the gal from The Girl Who Invented Romance) could learn a thing or two from you.

A sweet word of warning (we'd write it on lace-lined paper and seal it with a kiss if we could, but since this is the internet, that's kind of hard--so just imagine some hearts and flowers thrown in here) ... just because a guy is romantic, it doesn't mean that he's Happily Ever After material. Remember, romance is just one component in the game of love.

http://www.ecrush.com/quizzes/gwir/

xoxo




20051001 ♥

grr tagboards just hate me.

esp shoutout boxes. they refuse to lemme tag bleah.

dang that's sad. i feel deprived

haha no actually not. im happie! my bro was nice enough to buy freeze dried ice-cream from science centre for me =) it's really nice and melts in your mouth. mmm...

yeah weixin has been mad mugging today. okay maybe not that mad, considering that i slept from 4-7 heh. finished the simpler topics. am left with energetics, equilibria, rxn kinetics and organic chem. (:

shall go continue mugging now wheeeee!

ice cream rawks my socks yayy

xoxo