it suddenly just occured to me that i really really dun wanna get retained. retaining is NOT an option for me. i have to get promoted. i need to, i must, and i will.
it's scary to be on the brink of retaining. ive been through it, and i dun wanna go through that again. probation is a nono. [though ms ong was really nice haha (: ] sometimes i feel, it's really your mentality. if u want to get promoted desperately enough, im sure u'll be motivated to study. on the other hand, if others keep putting u down, u'll think to urself that u're not gonna pass, resulting in the loss of determination to study. so yes, everybody jiayou! we must ALL get promoted =)
i dun see the point of pretending that nothing has happened. i mean, it already happened, and the best thing to do now is to forget it and build back the trust in the friendship. no doubt it would be awkward at first, but after awhile i guess it would just go back to normal. anyway, it's the rough times in friendships that bring friends even closer isn't it?