and the thing is that it's not the workload of the coming promos. in fact, undone work seldom gets to me. i always manage to finish them up in sch somehow hah. by sacrificing my break times (: not that i mind. i like it when the classroom's quiet and empty. makes everything feel calm and peaceful.
listening to ff music always makes me feel melancholic. it's just soo..slow, soulful and everything.
seems like ive sank into another bout of depression, and i feel bad for feeling this way, but it's not as if i can help it. i have my reasons for being so. ah wells, playing mind games are definitely not my thing.
okay im not gonna care, im not gonna bother. and here's where "ignorance is bliss" comes in useful. self-denial, ignorance. whatever it takes to make me happy.
hah this is bad, im becoming pessimistic all over again. hmm..maybe it's the music. ought to get rid of it haha. ban it from my comp =)
haha it's rather freaky how the horoscope thing on friendster is actually accurate to some extent. "solitude feels just right for you in this moment." how true.