now i realize how good it feels to be able to speak my mind and not bottle everything up.
but now that someone else knows how i feel, i feel even wierder. fake, even. at least when nobody knew, i could still act normal and be less guilty bout it.
im still wondering if it would be good or bad to say everything. as in reallie everything. but i guess everybody wants to have their own little secrets.
somehow, some things just can't be explained.
ahh enough crap. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- okay went back to ny today with the muffs! =) celebrations at cj ended really early. was told that it would end at bout 11+ but it ended at 9+ instead. rarr. was having a horrible gastric/stomachache [whichever it was] for the whole morning heh. yupyup so slacked around for awhile before meeting shuf and kass at the coro bus stop. first person that i saw when i alighted was LIZ. bahaha. and yes she was being [sorry to say] bitchy and bimbotic and everything as usual. but ah wells, that's just her.
took a bus down to ny and waited for yuks and shuen for ages. wanted to climb over the stupid gate coz they locked it. after so long, ny's still as dumb as ever. kass was already 1/4 way up the gate and hanging there looking like an idiot with all the chickens from across the road staring at her when shuen decided that she wasn't going to climb haha. so we had to walk the longgg way around the whole of ny to the main gate in the sweltering heat. darn.
im feeling lazy already haha. walked up to the hall and the concert ended just in time. met a whole horde of ex-nyers and also the tchers. we basically walked around aimlessly coz everywhere we turned there would be pple and tchers we knew la hah. dun even hafta go look for the tchers specially. popped by ms ong's staff room to crap with her for some time. left to go look for a councillor to get our grad mags and guess wad? smth evil happened to it. apparently they din print it for my whole class coz they said we din hand in the money. like wth. so we went back to ms ong's office to complain to her, not that it was much use though. i can't be bothered anyway haha.
yupyup. left for town after that to get tov's prezzie! ate far east chicken rice and walked around. mmhmm. ah blah this is boring shit. even im getting bored typing it. it's a wonder u even read till here. i would have closed the window like 5 mins ago if it was me haha. ended up getting some stuff from body shop in the end. i bought some stuff too yayys. and now im broke with less than a dollar in my wallet heh.
went coffee bean to slack after that. got a brownie and shared it, plus free milk and water haha. ohoh and i saw adrienne there. what's the world coming to man. first liz, then adrienne. hah and shuen din even know her. that's pretty surprising. thought she used to be quite infamous in ny heh. left at bout 4.30 coz we were all dead tired and super sian already.
and now im back home blogging and STILL slacking though promos are only 22 days away. gonna start mugging soon heh. tmr shall be mugging day yay. anybody wanna go out to muggg? =)