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20050731 ♥

bahaha yest was super slack!

we had sectionals from 9-10.30. and guess wad we were doing? ellyne din come. chengyi was slping. hazel and i were reading cleo. muahahaha. lurve sectionals without alvin man heh. super funnn. went back to the band room after that for combined prac. apparently alvin din come, this clarence guy came instead. and he's like super sissified hahah. but ok la, he's not too bad though. rehearsed for invest..nth much. and what happened to the intervieww? bah. alvin probably thinks that the whole flute section isn't gd enuf for comm la heh. ohoh! and the bandrm blacked out again hahah. super cool! den we were like being briefed about invest in the dark. muahaha.

went to study area after band to slack. okay i was the one slacking haha. was trying to finish digital fortress so that i could return it to xy. hazel was busy doing power series la! she's madded. obssessed with math la she haha. she can be a future ms lee or smth heh. waited for cariann to come with our lunch coz we din want to go to town in the rain just for lunch. thanx loads =)

blahblah. then the usual stuff la. assembled at the grandstand, playing bridge and daidee while waiting for the bus. dinner wasn't too bad, we had kfc. mmhmm. went to sit on the ledge and watched the planes again. weixin lurves the scenery from there heh. esp when it starts to get dark and the lights reflect on the water..

hmm. apparently rui-en and taufik came today heh. and blarhhh! they din warn us that there was going to be barricades at the bottom of the seats. was supposed to run through that space in front of the audience but they happily barricaded it up. how nice. so we had to run through that minute space which was only like 1 metre wide. and by the time we got through, the cloth touched the floor already. -.- all of us were complaining about it after that la. geez. oh wells, it's over anyway. hopefully they'll take it away next week. okay, they better do.

went to bk at raffles city after that. wahahaha. was suaning cariann like maddd. seriously. heh. sorrie cariann. i happened to be in the suaning mood and everyone else was suaning her too. so i joined in the fun =) was close to 11 when we finally left. yupyup. bk started to off the lights la haha, so we had no choice but to leave. heh im feeling sleeeeepy again.

xoxo

20050727 ♥

hmm..stuff to ponder about.

"when something happens to u, good or bad, consider what it means. there's a purpose to life's events, to teach u how to laugh more and not to cry too hard."

"when u truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. instead, u fight the mistakes, accept the faults, and overlook the excuses."

"no one can go back and make a brand new start. anyone can start from now and make a new ending. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain. but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way."

i think the last quote makes perfect sense. pple are always trying to persuade others to start anew, but it's not exactly possible is it? it's hard to forget what has already happened, and all one can do is to accept it and move on. i guess there's no point mulling over smth that's not gonna change. the world's not gonna stop to wait for u to gather ur thoughts and put them aside.

the song "no man's an island" suddenly popped into my head haha. is it really true? sometimes i feel so alone. so out of place. so...lost. maybe segregation's not that bad after all. i just feel safer being alone.

the truth is always the hardest to accept ain't it?

i thought i could..maybe it just takes some time.

xoxo

20050724 ♥

im sooo giving up on him. but can i?

oh wells, im sure there are better guys out there =)

ptm wasn't too bad. just the usual stuff. and omygosh ms lee said i handed up my hw on time. load of crap haha. i haven't handed up almost all the trig, fns 2, and all the differentiation. heh. shall go do it today and hand up tmr, since she was nice bout it (: provided that i can do it.

weixin shall stop slacking and do her work from now on. i promise (:

xoxo

20050722 ♥

heh. went for dinner wif the juniors at pastamania and took spastic neos. it's been an awfully long time since i last saw them. i miss their spasticity and crapiness.

andrea: heyy relax k =) dun think bout it too much for now. im sure u'll pull through and get what u want one day (:

xoxo

20050720 ♥

guys are such odd creatures. no offence haha.

i feel like telling him everything. but im afraid that if i do, everything will go wrong. i'd rather things stay the way they are now than take the chance and risk losing it all. it just feels..wierd.

out of a sudden, i dun feel like playing for marching season anymore. not that i don't appreciate the amount of effort corny put in to help me get the part, but it just doesn't feel right. was helping angel cover the perc instrus after band today when immy came up to me and told me not to touch the instrus coz i wasn't in perc. okay larh, maybe he din reallie mean it but still. i dun feel that i belong to perc. well it's a fact that i don't la, so wadz the point of me getting a part for perc ensemble? maybe it's coz i dun feel the bond within the section. im also afraid that i won't be able to play my part well, coz i haven't touched sticks for more than half a year, much less to say mallets. i don't see the point of squeezing my ass into perc when i can be happily enjoying my time in flutes. why create so much trouble for everybody? oh geez im such a trouble creator. i always have a tendency to create issues out of nth. gahh.

rantings..
i reallie reallie reallie can't stand pple whining. i mean like if it is actually an issue to whine about, i dun mind listening. but some pple are just like me, creating smth out of nth. onli difference is that i dun whine heh, unless i reallie can't help it. honestly. they can whine about anything and everything. their sucky lives. how pple are downright irritating. seriously, just get alive and do smth to change ur sucky live. and for irritating pple, i guess u'll just hafta learn how to tolerate them or ignore them. as for me, ive learnt how to bear wif such pple heh. usually when im irritated i dun say it out, one look would be sufficient to say it all. =)

xoxo

20050718 ♥

as much as i not like sir, i must admit that i do actually respect him.

he made it a point to come down to cj for the invest comm meeting. to help us facilitate everything, and also clearly stating out what he wanted even before we started doing anything. many might think that it's troublesome how everything had to be approved by him before being sent to the teachers-in-charge, but it shows that he cares and puts in the effort to make sure that everything is fine.

the things that he say actually make sense too. really worth reflecting over. have come to realize that i don't actually hate him that much. well, it's a fact that he is sexist, but even if he hates me, i don't have to hate him too right? =) he picks on us because he wants us to improve on our skills. he believes that there's potential in each and every single one of us, just that we're too afraid to express them fully. he does have his mood swings, and can be really mean at times, but don't everybody?

after hearing him talk today, i feel like putting in all my effort in making sure that the investiture will be a success. for the band and sir. it's OUR investiture, so we should do the jobs assigned to us, whether big or small, and show him how we can work together.

Individual Musicality Proficiency Test (IMPT - important?! lolx) uh huh. cheem sounding stuff, and ive no idea what it's about. but it's gonna be held sometime next week i think. for all the J1s. just heard about it today and i went like "huh". but whatever, shall think about it when the time comes haha.

together, we will make it a success (:

xoxo

20050714 ♥

hah it's sad how i just can't seem to trust anyone.

but oh well, it doesn't matter anymore for now =) ive regained my hyperness heh. was laughing my head off during chem lect and wasn't reallie concentrating haha. was being reallie spastic la. know wad PhD stands for? permanent hazel disease (: everybody should stay away from her man. she's totally mad and ought to be banished to some faraway land. it's not a wonder that she lives so close to the IMH. her parents prob planned it such that once she goes mad, they'll whisk her straight down to IMH and lock her up inside heh. good job man =)

got back all my papers except for gp. got Free Of Charge. not too gd, but not too bad either. haf a reallie bad feeling that im gonna fail gp haha. oh and i got a D for NE hahaha. amazingly, i actually passed heh. okie im seriously tired. haf been slping for 4 hrs for the past few days i feel like i dun belong here anymore. my mind's like floating somewhere else and im seeing double images haha. uber cool.

went to coro for lunch after bio lect. oyakodon! it's been a loooong time since i ate it. rmb that we used to go there every sat after band for lunch heh. come to think of it, i reallie miss the juniors. i actually intended to go and see them today, but realized that i can't go in wif cj sch u. darnnn. and anyway we onli finished eating at bout 6 hurhur. so, too bad! heh.

walked arnd in ntuc after that coz we had nth better to do. moreover it was raining. mmhmm. then they decided to be crazee and come over to my house heh. it's at like lakeside la. jurong area. and they live in serangoon heh. how nice. yupyup. took bus all the way back home and we were making a hell lotta noise at the back of the bus as usual haha.

corny's evil. he scared the shit outta my poor rabbit. heh. went up to play bridge and hearts again. seriously, we can nv stop playing those games la haha. oh we were playing at coro, outside cosy corner that area. and we got chase away by the security guard. darn. apparently some idiots went to complain that we were gambling and making too much noise. stoooopid.

yepyepx okay. im gonna slp. i can't rmb wad happened after that and im not thinking anymore heh.

xoxo

20050712 ♥

it's nice being quiet, but apparently everybody else thinks otherwise. heh

im just prone to stoning. sometimes i just need some time to sort out my thoughts bout certain stuff and i'll get all quiet and un-hyper. these few days haf been rather..hmm. wad should i say. confusing? mmhmm.. and im nowhere near comfortable wif sharing my feelings wif pple.

it's just hard to find someone trusty enuf to talk to.

xoxo

20050710 ♥

im playing for marching season!

or at least for now. heh. and im in the sai kang committee too. gonna organise the investiture thingy wif 7 other pple. we're the sai kangers! wheeee.

haha left band earlie for the ndp thingy. was supposed to assemble at 12, which meant that hazel and i wun haf time to eat lunch. got corny to buy burgers back for us. heh thanx loads =) in the end the bus onli left at 3.30, so we bridged and went town for lunch. hmm. there was mich, jes, cariann, hazel, ann and joshua. yupyup. ohoh. introduced turkish icecream to hazel muahaha. she got tricked by that guy hahahah. super funnie. walked arnd for awhile and went back to sch. met angel and amanda at the grandstand and chatted wif them for awhile. bout band stuff. mmhmm.

reached padang and got our hangten shirts heh. it was super duper beeeeg. coz they ran outta S and M shirts. had to take L instead haha. i was practically swimming in it lol. all of us changed in the tentage. none of us fancied to walk to the stinky makeshift toilets haha. besides joshua, that is. when he came back from the toilet, we were already having our dinner haha. he purposely described the toilet to us while we were eating larhhh. in full details too lol. uber gross.

continued slacking around. sat on the ledge beside the tentage and enjoyed the nice breeze. and the air shows haha. the way they tried to get up on the ledge was super funnie la. like clinging on to the other side of the ledge desperately trying to get up, until some other person came to help them haha. ohoh, hazel and i saw a red hat in the river which mysteriously disappeared after i went to ask the others to join us. hmmm..

got ready the fake cloth heh. not like the P5 kids would care wad cloth's going over their head anyway. went up to the spectators stand and got ready at the back. weixin lurves the fireworks! okie i always did haha. it's the bestest part of the parade. *cues in stand up for singapore* and down we went wif the cloth. at the start it wasn't too bad. went pretty well, until the 2nd portion. the kids started getting reallie hyper and kept tugging away the cloth. in the end i had to let go of the cloth coz it went all the way into the crowd and i couldn't reach it. =( felt reallie bad after that. but too bad, no choice heh. ran all the way to the front to catch the cloth instead. stood there for eons while holding the cloth. pledge taking, national anthem, den waited for the ministers to leave. all that while trying to hold up the cloth wif one hand hahha. super tiring. my fingers were cramping la, coz we weren't allowed to let the cloth touch the floor, so we had to grab it reallie tight.

finally finished and went back to the tentage for debriefing. gulped down close to 2 bottles of newater. left for esplanade to enjoy the aircon after we were dismissed. waited for the guys for half an hr. went to slp coz i was reallie tired out. decided to go to marina centre to slack coz it was the nearest. bought green tea again =) and played hearts haha. geez. card addicts, we are.

got chased outta the food court coz they were closing up. walked over to raffles city and went back home wif cariann and jonny. yepx. prob going to do the same thing all over again for the next 3 saturdays. hopefully the kids aren't so violent next week. and that the fabric of the nation wun tear on the actual day hahahha.

xoxo

20050706 ♥

ignorance is bliss.
to forgive is a blessing.

mmhmm. learn to forgive and forget. do smth if u wan to change ur situation. if u can't, dun brood over it. learn to accept it and move on.

procrastination will do u no good. take the initiative if u wan to accomplish smth. otherwise, dun complain or think too much. it wun help the situation.

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pardon my randomness. just in kind of a reflective mood for the moment.

xoxo

20050704 ♥

heh went mugging wif jes and daryl at lido

was supposed to meet jes at 10. i -cough cough- woke up at 9.45 haha. oops. reached there at 11 instead. daryl was still slping happily at home haha. he got woken up by my call at like 10.15 haha. mugged till bout 4+, terrence came to join us after his haircut heh.

went for swensens apple crumble again! haha. one word to describe it.

heavenly =)

xoxo

20050703 ♥

dumdeedum

bio prac was okiee. quite easy actually. though as usual, i faked the results. haha which means that my prac skills stinks. coz i keep having to fake results. heh oh wells, as long as i get the answers.

went downstairs to mug yest. lurve the wind there (: came back after dinner and played bridge for 2 and a half hrs heh. until 2am. we rawkk heh. shall play hearts today =) haha ok i admit i wasn't reallie concentrating. was watching this reallie cool documentary on da vinci's code. heh and lost pretty badly. sorrieee. haha. our cards were pretty horrible though.

im gonna go broke soon heh. meeting jeslyn to mug and shop tmr. movies on tues after math.

mashthemadticks!

heh. im mad.

xoxo