shouldn't even haf bothered to wake up at 3 to mug. could've slept for 3 more hrs. grr. waste my bootiful slp. heh. but hmm, wasn't reallie prepared for bio. almost everybody else said that it was hard though, so i guess mugging doesn't haf much use huh.
stoopid mind block during bio paper. couldn't rmb anything. not that i actually tried to memorize anything, but i tot that at least part of it would stay in my brain heh. okiee i got prob one quart of the pts la. not enuf to pass though.
im confident of getting an 'F'! =)
hopefully math would be better.
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20050629 ♥
wheeee!
im officially dead hah.
went to slp once i reached home. super tired. stayed back in sch to mug for awhile after chem prac. wasn't too bad. though im feeling pretty guilty bout the prac haha. firstly i faked the results. secondly, i lied to the invigilator =x he came up to me and asked if i heated the boiling tube a 2nd time. and i said yes, though i din. coz the tube cracked, and i was afraid tt it would explode or smth if i heated it again haha. uh huh. the art of lying (: he actually believed and put a nice tick on that sheet of paper heh. i wasn't the onli one though heee.
yupyup. woke up after an hr. no actually i din even slp. just laid on the bed thinking bout things and listening to radio heh. did 2 qns of bio after that and went to fiddle arnd wif the piano haha. went out to eat after that. and here i am blogging and wasting my time away. not to mention that ive got 2 more chaps to cover by tmr.
was thinking of slping earlie and waking up earli tmr to mug. or should i stay up late? hmmmm..
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20050628 ♥
hmm had chem paper yest. wasn't too bad. at least could do almost half of it. left 8 marks blank though. stoopid ionisation energy shit. din studie that part, and there was 6 marks on it. darnn. oh wells. it's over anyway. 2 subs cleared, 2 more to go =) plus 2 SPAs. yupyup.
bio stinkss. still haf sooo much to cover. and im left wif 1 day =x dieeee. and i haven't touched DNA muahaha. im so dead. heh. blahblah. im boredd. shall attempt to mug.
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20050626 ♥
spent at least half the day watching vcds. heh. went out in the aft to get chem tys plus angels and demons. wahaha. im sooo dead. mugging wif cariann tmr. and dunno who else. wonder if i can even wake up earlie. madness. shall go sleeeeep. im tired. so tired.
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20050625 ♥
why am i thinking this way? why should i feel this way? why should i be jealous? im angry, yes i am. angry at myself. coz i know im not supposed to feel this way but yet i am.
rarrr. ignore me. im just ranting.
ive got lots of stuff to say, but haf no idea how to put it in such a way tt it doesn't hurt anybody so yeah. just let me be. will be fine after a while yepx.
mmhmm. from huijuan's nick. "who are we to say who's right or wrong?" i can't possibly say that wad im thinking is justifiable, neither can i say wad she did was wrong. in fact, it's definitely me at fault.
im confused by my own thoughts yet again.
and no, dun ask wad happened. chances are that i won't say.
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20050622 ♥
know wad? maybe i should mug at nite. im much more efficient at nite. hah.
it works. seriously. i just spent the whole afternoon watching shows and searching for stuff to eat. ended up going downstairs and buying chocs hah. chocs make pple happiee! but somehow it doesn't haf that much an effect on me. heh. nites are goooood for studying yepyepx. did quite a few qns on MI yest nite while chatting. both online and on da fone. heh.
slept at 5+ last nite. this morn. wadeva. woke up bout 4-5 hrs later. and amazingly, im not tired =) i think im wierd. heh. im tempted to go slp now. so that i can stay up through the nite today to mug. hmmm. suppose to finish biological molecules today. heh im not gonna slp tonite until i finish it. not much left though. im halfway through already. mmhmm.
4 more days left to mug. and lots more topics to cover. 2 for chem, 3 for bio and about 3 for math too. which means that i hafta cover an ave of 2 chaps a day. oh wad joy. shall go slack now and continue mugging tonite (:
xoxo
20050618 ♥
yest-
had cip at children's aids society. the kids were like super duper evil larh! or maybe it's just the kid beside me that was evil haha. we were supposedly teaching them art yarhh and the kid just took a colour pencil and started jabbing ann and i. hah. and we found out that the most dangerous thing to ask for is his name =x ann got boxed and slapped by him haha. even ms lee was whacked heh
went kap after that for lunch. mmhmm. willie but 3 packs of large fries hahaha. couldn't finish them in the end, and had to stuff 1 pack into his bagg =x played bridge and daidee and kap for awhile. b4 we got stopped that is. hah. yepyepx. left kap for great world city. was supposed to go there and mug coz cariann had dental arnd tt area. but heh, as usual din mug. went shopping instead! haha =) mich, jes and i bought slippers! hahaa. the same one somemore. same design, same colour. just diff size heh (: it's white strap wif white base and filled wif red hearts! hahah. and mich claims tt it's not bimbotic hahaha. ohoh they bought hairbands and earrings too. jes was like on shopping spree la hahaa. every hairband that she has muz haf a matching pair of earrings. so in the end she bought 2 hairbands and 3 pairs of earrings lolx. heh continued walking around looking for bag coz willie wanted a new one. got a billabong one in the end =) the nike one reallie wasn't very nice haha.
slacked at coffee beann. everybody got drinks and williann got a brownie heh. uber nice! (: got to pinch some of it. roxrox. left at bout 5+ yup. reached home and watched a new show tt i d/led haha. got cute guys (: heh. nice showw. just started. watched 2 epis of it so far. and bridged! until almost 2am hahh.
today-
woke up earliee. arranged to meet at kap at 1045 heh. was there at 930 coz my mum wanted me to leave the house wif her haha. so i decided to be nice and woke up earlie though i could've stayed at home and slept longer hah. mugged at kap for bout an hour. did 3 pathetic APGP qns haha. but at least i did smth =) APGP stinkss. was made to walk in the stoopid rain to get to the busstop hah. totally drenched after like a min in the rain muahahah. but im not sweet enuf to melt in the rain so twas okay hahah. i dun mind the rain as long as i dun get sickk (:
yepx. went daryl's house wif corny and angel. we were planning to mug and watch starwars! haha. as expected, din mug much. i onli finished half of trig approx haha. ended up watching starwars and playing mahjong =) mahjong roxrox yayyy. but i think bridge's better haha. mahjong gets boring after some time. ohhh we cooked carrot cake too! i muz admit, it actually tasted quite nicee (: haha. esp the egggg. slacked arnd doing nth. was feeling stoneddd hah. haf not idea what we did haha.
was already close to 8 when we left his house. his dad kindly drove us to hollandv for dinner haha. ate at this pizza for friends place. the pizza was nicee! but not exactly filling. so heh. popped by swensen's for icecream. apple crumble and topless five! =) and daryl ordered an icecream cake coz he din wan the apple crumble. hah oh wells. it's his loss. the icecream was super duper goooood. venezia's still wayyy better though. heee.
im gonna grow fattt. haha. my mum bought back prawn mee somemore. so i ate another half a packet of mee. heh. evilness. but heck. as long as i enjoy it haha. can go swimmin tmr or smth =) yup. back home bridging as usual. ladidum.
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20050614 ♥
like seriously. WHAT THE HELL was i thinking la. why did i even do that for? what was the point? i feel like slapping myself. wake up weixin! grrrr
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20050611 ♥
ive been thinking. and thinking. and thinking.
angel u know wad..i've read that entry at least 10 times through and i still dunno wad to think bout it. the whole issue isn't realli making much sense to me now. maybe i'll just wait and see how things go. as i told u tt day, i THINK i do, but im not sure about it myself too.
it's hard to type this out without refering to who it is. so maybe u should teach me how to lock one entry and i can just trash everything out yeahh.
walking away-craig david
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away from the troubles in my life I'm walking away oh to find a better day I'm walking away
sometimes some people get me wrong when it's something I've said or done sometimes you feel there is no fun that's why you turn and run but now I truly realise some people don't wanna compromise well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
[chorus]
Well I'm so tired baby things you say you're driving me away whispers in the powder room baby don't listen to the games they play girl I thought you'd realise I'm not like them other guys coz I saw them with my own eyes you should've been more wise and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
[chorus]
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20050610 ♥
angel! i dunno wad to say heh.
but. sorrieeee =(
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20050608 ♥
bahaha. cheesecake muz be one of the world's most heavenly desserts =)
the muffins excluding shuf came to make cheesecake today heh. met at jurong point to haf lunch and get the ingredients. fish and co! garlic 'n' lemon mussels and seafood platter as usual (:
started doing the stuff, mixing and everything. onli to find tt the oven tray was too beeeg and we din haf enuf cheese. so we decided to change the recipe haha. do a no-bake cheesecake! whipped everything and added abit too much vanilla essence haha. nah but it tastes fine. actually i dun even taste the vanilla =x haha im happily enjoying the wonderful cheesecake while typing this. one whole tub of it in front of me la. i feel like a greedy peeg. okay. i AM a greedy pig. din reallie turn out as a proper cheeseCAKE coz we din bake it. which means no flour, no eggs and no milk heh. BUT it's still nicee. it's like the one that costs 2.80 at cheers haha. and the biskit base rawksss.
hah i feel so indulgent. haf been eating alot recently. and when i say alot i mean alot. i actually wish that sch would start sooner, so that i can get back on my diet heh. and play bridgeee. i miss bridging. darn. and the yahoo bridge kinda sux.
meeting them tmr to mugg. jes's going. so is cariann. others im not sure. i wanna muggggg. i feel so slack. cip yest was slack too. the best cip ever man. can go spinelli to mug and drink coffee and clock hours at the same time hahaha. we should do it more often mann. and i found a nice mugging place! far east square. muahahahaa. pretty gd environment =)
xoxo
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u know. in times like this. i just feel like locking my blog up
i wanna rarrrr but i can't coz i dunno who's reading
which is why i say it's better to haf a private one
or one that not a single soul knows about.
grrrrrr. -------------------- sooo much stuff to say but no idea how to put it..
shall just shuddup then. -------------------- it's just soo ironic.
argh. -------------------- hah im feeling superficial again
just like on my last blog. where i said i wun blog coz i felt superficial.
well, that feeling's cuming back -------------------- yesh im pissed
im pissed at myself for thinking too much
okay maybe im just tired -------------------- maybe i should just wait till i can locked up my blog
THEN i'll rarrrr for all i wan
xoxo
20050604 ♥
hurhur how stoopid can i get man
i tried to leave earli so tt i could skip having individual sectionals wif alvin
i happily told him that i had tuition at 5 and so had to leave
happy me went town to have lunner
and *groans* met alvin in the food court.
how intelligent of me. when imran came and told us that alvin was here too i went like 'oh shit!' and hid under the table. hah. apparently alvin saw. he told immy to tell me that he saw me already and told me to stop hiding. heh. i was kinda freaking out. super scared that he would cum over and ask me wad i was doing there. haha oops did i look very worried? corny asked me not to worrie coz i was stoning. heh. i feel like such a loser. first time i lie to alvin den kena caught already. rarrr. should've gone home to mugg. or sleeeep. okay prob slp. im tired. and it's onli 7+. ladida. maybe i shall go take a nap and mug later on.
oh and the internet connection was screwed yest. so couldn't blog. couldn't go online. sianinism.
chem mass tut was earli in the morn. 8am larhh. i woke up late hah. and forgot to bring my fone out. sometimes it's actually gd to forget ur fone haha. could go out for the whole day and nobody will chase me home coz they can't contact me heeee. anywayz. ate my nice baked apple muesli bar during mass tut. and nobody found out. not even those sitting rite behind me. hee am i gd or am i gd =p bridge! for 1.5 hrs in btw chem mass tut and chem tut. lost the first few b4 i started winning haha. lalala. me and corny won 10 sets to 2 for the last game =D chem tuttt. failed chem test. blehhh. i din realli study for it though. so it's my fault larhh.
went towning again wif them after sch. far east chicken rice! =) for once, no fast food. muahaha. wanted to go lido for bridge again but onli had 3 pple. daryl wanted to mug at forum so yepx. went to toys 'r' us at forum and spasticated arnd for quite some time. mugged at forum's macs after that. i finished partial fractions! lalala. and was half-dead by the time i finished. slept for awhile b4 we left for dinner at taka.
yeah daryl din haf much moola to spare so we popped by cold storage to get some food. bread, sushi and green tea! coz it was on offer hahaha. i wasn't hungry so just got a green tea. almost couldn't finish it coz the 2 retarded guys said that it was like pee -.- they shook the tea somemore la! den got all the bubbles and everything. super disgusted. grr...
stopped by cine for arcade again =) watched the guys play. racing, soccer and marvel vs capcom. was stoning by that time coz i was realli tired haha. ohh! and we saw derek haha. our facil (: headed home at bout 8+. so earli for once haha. wanted to go daryl's house to mug today and watch epi 4,5,6 of starwars. UNTIL i rmbed on the way back home that i had band today. blarhh. so i couldn't make it in the end. came back home intending to blog but found out that the stoopid internet's not working. double blarhh. watched shows tt i d/led during the hols again. went to bed at 11+ but couldn't slp until 1+. or was it 2+. can't rmb.
ahaha!! hazel saw alvin at far east after fetching her cousin from the airport! lolx. i wonder if any one of them saw her. heh.
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20050602 ♥
ponned chem mass tut =) woke up at 10+ heee. nice start to slacker day. all i did today was log and expo functions and a little trigo. wells, it's still better than nth rite?
went out for lunchh. sushi! yumzzz. went home and continue slacking haha. finished up the log and expo tys. was quite easy. maybe i should do last yr's mid-yr paper haha.
played badminton downstairs. danny and brandon were already down so yeahh. im deproving like crazee while the guys are still as gd. rarrr. not fair. saw albert too but when i went down he mysteriously disappeared lolx. was sweating like mad when i took a break and tried to study trig heh. stewpid sun. as if im not tanned enuf hahas. played for 2 hrs. shuangness =)
oh gosh it's 11+ already. grr. and there's chem from 8-10 and another hr at noon. wif prob bridging sessions in btw =p
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20050601 ♥
went for chem mass tut earli in the morn. was a lil' late. oh wells. quite a waste of time actually. just sat there copying down all the ans to the chem bonding tut. still contemplating whether to go for tmr's tut not. grr. like go sch for an hr den go home abit waste of time. and i dun intend to go out tmr so yeahh. haf been going out for the past few days and staying out till very late. feeling a lil' bad yepx.
went to class after chem and sat outside the clsrm playing bridge coz the door was locked and we din haf the key heh. blah blah. played until ms lee came in for math. oh she was late so we happily played for more than an hr haha. okay i admit, bridge is getting a teeny weeny bit boring haha. math was nonsense. did trig approx. nth much. boring stufff.
grr im feeling lazy.
went for bandd. sectionals for more than 2 hrs -.- waste of time sia. the flautists opened the band rm window to try to get aircon. was super hot outside larhh. and yeah. played marching season on my flute haha. self entertainment =) band prac wasn't too bad. jap graf, merry widow, heart and voice, miller mood. nth new larhh. was supposed to try out some starwars piece but din haf time.
left at 6+, met daryl and corny at lido for bridge again heh. and ate subway's cookies. suddenly felt like eating lamianxiaolongbao so went to the scott's one after a few games of bridge and daidee heeee. damnnn funniee!! the 2 guys were desperately trying to speak chi properly HAHA while angel and i were busy laughing out heads off! laugh until i even felt like puking at one pt in time larhh haha wad the shitt. and hurhur they were being dirty minded as usual and translated all their gross stuff from eng to improper chi. *faints* was translating for them oso haha. even smth that i wasn't supposed to teach heh. gd thing none of them caught the third word =p
lamianxiaolongbao! haha we were being realli nice and everything to the waitress. kept saying xiexie. i suspect that's the onli nice thing tt they know how to say in chi larhhh HAHA. den when the waitress left after giving us the menu, daryl went like: na4 ge4 nu3 ren2 qu4 na2 li3? den we started laughing again. haha, got laughing gas spreading arnd larh. i couldn't even take a call in peace la. mummie called and i told her i was eating xiaolongbao den the others started laughing like edoits =x
left after eating 8 xiaolongbaos and 6 shuijiaos which cost us onli 13.52 =) hahaha i still rmb the price mann. not bad! (: walked over to cine to play arcade heh. changed into daryl's shirt first coz we couldn't go in wif schU. me and angel even had to strip our skirts larhh. went in wif shorts. felt so wierd heh. somemore i was wearing ny shorts. but nobody noticed la so twas okay. played hockey again! got trashed by da guys though =( sobx. but i still trashed angel! muahaha. looks like i din deprove tt much. but the score was still farrrr from our norm.
neoprints! decided to go home after arcading. passed by print club on our way down so went to take neoprints heh. spasticity. and i nv knew guys liked to take neos too lolx.