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20050531 ♥

mugging today at coffee bean was quite shit. din do much. oh wells. guess i just can't studie wif dis grp of pple then. so far the best is still xp, yihui and angel. at hc, coz it's so secluded during the hols heh. maybe i should study at home. shall try locking myself up in the room heh.

and i lost my math file!! grrrr. left it in the arcade after playing air hockey. rarrrr. went back and it was gone. oh well. wad to do. can't be helped. so just went home after tt. oh. played pool wif jes and shuen heh. i still suck at it. blarhh.

xoxo




♥

4 hrs on the fone last nite.

10-2.

i think im crazeee.

and im supposed to be out like, now.

ponned bio to sleeep

im such a pig.

then again, wadz new?

=)

xoxo




20050530 ♥

heh. my blog's song is on repeat mode now. haf been listening to it for at least 7 times already =) and it rawks my socks-

took a longg time to fall aslp yest. was thinking bout some stuff. not marching season though. that's none of my business now. was even tempted to get up at like 2am to blogg coz i realli couldn't slp. well, anyway wad i tot of bloggin last nite[or dis morn, whichever way u think]:
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gosh i muz be crazee to blog at such an unearthly hour. it's 2am and i hafta wake up at like 5+ hah. might as well dun slp sia.

whywhywhywhywhy?

why izzit so hard for me to open up to pple?
why do i like to bottle everything up and not talk?
why is it that...rarrr
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guess im just reallie confused about wad i want now.

went to sch real earli today coz there was bio lecture from 8-9. lazy me din wan to take bus to sch. woke up earli so tt my dad could fetch me to sch hehx. bio lecture's a waste of time mann. everything tt she said was in the lecture notes larhh. and apparently im gg for tmr's lecture too coz jeslyn wans to go for it. going wif her to forum to mug tmr after bio. yepx. wif cariann and dunno who else. leslie maybe?

anyway, went orchy again after math lecture. wif hazel, mich, jes, elena, daryl, corny, jonny, marc. ann joined us an hr later coz she had malay lesson until 12. ate in subway while listening to farnie stories from the patricians. lolx. super duper funnie la! the things tt they do mann. maybe we should try them out in cls sometime =) like throwing wet tissues on the whiteboard when a tcher is writing muahahaa. *evil thoughts* =p walked arnd far east..

split up wif the guys and went OG wif mich and ann heh. mich bought a peeenk sash! and i think it rawks haha. peeeeenk =) rarrr im becuming bimbotic hee. den the others wanted to go home so yeahh. went to join the guys who were, as usual, playing pool. hah. lucky plaza dis time round. watched them play for bout 10 mins den went over to lido to play bridge. heh. bridge rawks (: now our usual hangout is lido coz tt's the onli place we can eat, enjoy aircon and play bridge at the same time heh. we usually get chased outta other places. ahem for instance long john silver and starbucks haha.

so yeah. 7 of us. elena, me, corny, daryl, marc, eugene, and gareth. yepx. just sat there and played bridge =) my fav card game haha. coz hafta think. haf i said this b4? daidee is a non-thinking game. onli gd for playing when we're reallie bored and can't be bothered to think haha. elena learnt bridge today!! wahaha. we've got a new addict haha =)

left at 6+. nice daryl and corny accompanied me to the mrt station heh. thanx =) [and corny! stop it wif the gd catch nonsense! rarrrr] decided to go home for dinner since dad's going overseas tmr. muz at least act guai today and not let him chase me home haha. can stay out latee for at least a week heee. not that i definitely will though. going town to mug wif them tmr. mathhh. hopefully i'll be in thinking mood tmr. if not it'll be useless.

-mind block-

xoxo




20050529 ♥


Your #1 Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

Your #2 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Your #3 Love Type: ISFP

The Artist

In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.

Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.

Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ



xoxo




20050528 ♥

no more happy saturday

he had to cum and spoil it all
he just had to.
rarrr.

i feel bad making angel cum all the way down from boon keng to lido just to talk to me.
i feel bad coz i couldn't say wad i wanted to at lido coz i was scared of crying.
i feel bad to not be able to play wif angel. i know u wanted to so badly.
i feel bad for being so irritating and everything.
i feel bad for being such an ass.

when corny left to buy the drink angel asked if i wanted to tok bout it. i wanted to. reallie. but i knew i would start crying [okay i did anyway] if i would to tok, and i din know how to start it so i said no. sighz. tried not to affect the mood but blarh. couldn't help it.

ahhh. just realized the lyrics of my blogg song is sooo. i dunno how to say. let's just say tt it totally reflects mee now. sometimes i wonder how pple can live in such illusion. tt life's all gd and everything. well, im not saying tt pple can't be happie, but it feels so superficial. like how i always put a smile on my face even if i reallie din feel up to it.

was thinking bout it on the way back home. *angel i lurve u =)* yeahh. if i dun intend to do anything bout it, den stop thinking bout it. as simple as tt. not tt i wanted to think. the marching season tune keeps going inside my head. muahaha.

alvin has a point. since i chose tt path, i'll just hafta accept it. not just accept. i muz make sure i use the time wisely and excel in flute. it just hit me so suddenly tt i just needed some time by myself to think bout stuff. din help that we were doing pw at yoshinoya when angel called. hah. was prob stoning half the time. and oops i think my eyes were reallie red after tt. even cariann noticed. so sorrie pple.

yepx. haf gotten over it. at least i think for the moment. am not reallie thinking bout it anymore now. *hugx angel* thanx for everything =)

xoxo




20050526 ♥

bleh. just as i expected. wasted the whole day

wad i did today:
-transferred chem spa format
-read half of mass media
-read a quart of edu
-watched the whole series of a chi show (all 24 epis)
->skipping, of course, the
uninteresting parts
->oh btw it was angel's fav show
->full of incest muahaha

okay tt sounded quite badd haha. but it's a nice show. yep tt was all i did. b4 getting a headache and decided to slp for an hr or so. got woken up by the fone at 6+. went for dinner, reached home 45 mins ago. rarrr im pissed at myself. 12 hrs of doing just those stuff. half the time was prob spent walking arnd the house trying to find smth to entertain myself. like fooood. and piano. plus listening to music.

that's it. june hols shall be spent outta my house. if not im nv going to study. haf got appx 2 weeks to cover half a year's work. hurrayy. 1st week's filled wif extra lessons. and cip wif band. plus performance, which means tt there'll be rehearsals. yepx. hafta meet up for pw too. leave some days for chilling out, and im essentially left wif 2 weeks to mug. rarrr. doubt it'll be enuf. sighzz..

sat shall be a good day =) it'll be the day after gp exam. the day when i get my marching season score. after tt meeting for pw to figure out how to deal wif the screwed up gpp. lotsa stuff to do. but it shall be a happie day! i will make it a happie day (: hee ive no idea wad im tokking about. but it's been a long time since ive been reallie happie. so much so tt i need to make a happie day. a day tt i dun hafta worrie bout anything.

hmm it's 10 already. shall go study the gp formats and slp earlie. im tired. oh darn. just rmbed. there's maintanence duty tmr. hehx. i think it's quite funn haha. okay im crazeee.

xoxo




20050525 ♥

yesyesyesyesyes!! =D

im playing for marching season! muahahaha. *jumps arnd the house*

yayyy. finally get to touch sticks again. heh. i may appear cool bout it, but im actually- wheeee! yayyyy!

okay weixin's happie now!

was totally sianded for the whole day. failed gp compre horribly. totally din understand chem lect. and chem tut. [din help tt corny was answering all the qns when i had ZILCH idea of wad was going on. *muggerrrr*] gpp got rejected. rarrr. was rarrring at marc the whole day. for all the lectures. and even in band. rarrrr. i think tt's the best piece of news for the day =) other than tt twas quite shit. bleh everybody was sian la actually. besides playing bridge in the morn, nth fun bout today. sianzzz. and tmr's mugging day. got study leave. nobody wans to go out and mug sobx
=( will prob just slack at home doing nth. watch movies and shows tt ive d/led. rarrr.

oh and alvin din cum today. slackeddd. practised merry widow though. coz it was niceee. think i blew too much though. felt super duper dizzy everytime. grrr. so anyway, we were let off earlie coz he wasn't here. spent almost an hour on announcements coz of the cip thingy. 30 hrs of cip muahaha. i lurve the days when alvin's not here man. dun haf to be afraid of playing wrongly. dun hafta be scared of being picked out by him. the onli bad thing is tt it's not very productive. and i prefer his conducting. clearer and more consistent. =) oh gosh im actually saying smth nice bout him. woohoooo.

merry widow still rawks.
jap graff's quite nice.
miller mood sux.

xoxo




20050524 ♥

heh. went out wif angel yest. after a longgg time. went orchying, and ate all those wierd stuff again. hmmm no actually not alot. but bought lotsa stuff from heeren. nice belt. shoelaces. almost din haf money for dinner hee. not tt i was hungree. honestly, i wasn't =)

anyway, met corny daryl and elena at taka's mac and went queensway tgr coz angel wanted to get fbt. and they wanted to take a look at the jerseys. cabbed back to orchy after tt for dinner at lido. played bridge and daidee after dinner hurhur. and nobody came to chase us away (: guess they just can't be bothered. it's been MTHS since i went arcading. blehh. i seriously haf no life. so anyway, angel left earlier. stayed on to play bluff and few more rnds of daidee then went to the arcade at lucky plaza. watched the 2 guys play daytona. *faints* corny's like damnnn fast larh. esp the advanced level. if onli i could drive tt well haha. my driving's kinda shit. as i said, haven't touched arcade machines for mths. or at least it seemed like mths. the poor deprived child.

okay im not gonna wallow in self-pity.

realized that im tokking super incoherently wif funnie spellings. whoopie. im gonna fail gp middies. just got back my essay today. 19 =( think im the lowest in cls. apparently i went outta pt. heh. i actually passed my first essay la, and i tot i was tokking crap in tt one. maybe i should write more crap, can score higher. hmmz.

holidays will be spent on mugging. coz middies are AFTER the hols. how smart. feel like writing an essay on this. oh man. the gp is getting to me. since middies is after hols, we will actually haf no hols, which gives us no time to relax and enjoy the break. however, it also allows time for us to prepare for our exams and catch up on the 1st 3 mths work. rarrr. okay stop stop.

angelll! plss go get a tagboard. i wanna taggg. it's sooo irritating. rarrr. i bite and scratch u know. plssss get a darn tagboard. but since u dun haf one, ive resorted to tagging my tag for u on my blog. heh do i make sense? okay anyway, just relax k. sorrie tt i couldn't go nite studie wif u. sch's just toooo far from my house la. =( we mug tgr during hols k? and dun worrie too much, im sure she'll be fine =) cheers! can always look for me if u ever need someone to tok to ya? (:

xoxo




20050521 ♥

band just totally takes all the energy outta me man. im yawning as i type this. and it's onli 10. darn. not adding the fact that i slept an hr in the aft.

sports carnival yest was okay. pretty boring. went for ecochallenge. super fos. hah, just walked around botanical gardens collecting names of wierd plants and stuff. and learnt that 555x555=308025. nonsense rite. hmm but it was gd exercise, at least got to walk around and enjoy the nice breeze in there, rather than bake in the sun at the stadium. got me thinking about some stuff. was reallie tired out after tt, and was sorta stoning after we came back. even fell aslp during prize presentation. onli woke up to watch the dance.

was a little pissed but i guess nobody realized. which was gd, at least i know how to control heh. but there's onli so much that i can take..

a few of us took cab down to PS after that for lunch at ljs. walked arnd, met the muffs and watched corny leslie cariann and elena play pool. left earli and met the band peeps for star wars =) pretty nice show i muz say, heard that it was the best outta the 6 epis. went straight home after tt. sighzz

okay im having mental block. can't rmb wad i did after i came home. how nice.

slept earli i think, reached sch half an hr earli today. went to the band rm and set up my flute den sat down to read 8 days hurhur. and wad the shits. i realized that i left it in the band rm after i came home larhh. super forgetful. anyway, normal routine. sectionals den band prac. half the time of sectionals was spent talking crap. hehx. slackers, we are. sounds familiar? =) merry widow rawks haha. i like fast songs. not that i can play them well, but i get the hang of rhythms pretty easily.

bleh today's not blogging day. can't think properly.

xoxo




20050520 ♥

taken from tovya's blog =)











The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.



xoxo




20050518 ♥

i din ask in the endd. oh well. amelia din wan to change anyway. marc asked me to ask alvin after band prac but i din bother to. decided to stay where i was. that was where i chose to be at first so i guess i'll just hafta stick wif it. hopefully things will turn out well. unlike the period b4 syf. super horrible. it's just the feeling of helplessness that i dun like. not saying that i'll be like the best if i change to perc, but ive had 4 yrs of experience in perc, as compared to 4 mths of flute.

shall just hafta accept the ahem wrong choice that ive made and move on. it's onli 1.5 yrs left anyway. provided that i dun get retained. i can still play perc when i go back ny =) oh speaking of tt, im going back ny wif angel and the muffs minus kass tmr. wheeee. and i saw kass today. she came to cj to promote the AC drama production, camelot. heh. ran down after bio lect to the canteen (: *beeeg hug!* and ran up to clsrm for math tut after tt. onli to realize tt i was damn fast and was one of the first few to reach the clsrm. darn. should haf stayed in the canteen longer. din do much during math tut. just copied wadeva was on the board and ate lotsa stuff. shits. shouldn't haf done tt. and i actually ate jap food for lunch today. arghh. okie outta pt. anyway going back ny tmr. there should be band tmr. if i did not rmb wrongly that is. tues, thurs, fri. banddd. can go back and whack the perc instrus. muahaha.

i miss the xylo =( and the snare too. heh.

xoxo




20050517 ♥

just another slack dayy

reached sch earlier than usual today coz dad fetched me. went up to class and realized that i was super earli coz no one was there yet, besides chris's bagg. hurhur. sat outside the class reading the stoopid chem guidebk, but nth got into my mind larhh. was stoning most of the time coz i din understand practically half of wad i was reading. how nicee.

started off wif NE, had this quiz thing about the ocs trip. heh. the onli thing i know about it was tt i fell sick after the trip. hurray. and made me sleep the whole sunday away coz i was running a fever. nth else, besides daryl's birth canal joke. hehx. ms low wasn't here today, so dis relief tcher came in to supervise us. we were supposed to do some compre thingy. and i haven't finished it yet. like yayy. nth much happened the rest of the day, or maybe coz i was too tired and kept falling aslp during lectures and wasn't paying attention to wad was happening =) oh played daidee and bridge during break as usual. had 3 hrs straight of math, followed by chem prac. screwed up exp larhh. i think half of the boiling tubes broke lor wad rubbish. hazel's one sorta exploded while others cracked, whether while heating or cooling. lousy boiling tubes bleh.

went to canteen after tt to grab a bite. wasn't exactly tt hungry which was wierd, coz i onli ate bread for breakfast and an apple for break. nth else for the rest of the day. wheeee. doesn't help tt im eating one whole plate of noodles now but heck. shits. there's pw tmr. and we haven't decided on wad to do yet. yayyy. hopefully cariann can fix her com and come online. and there's no break tmr. coz we'll be using the break period for chem test. double yayyy.

dere's bandd tmr. should i be happie or sad? hmmm..

okie gotta go do gp hw and studie for chem test. sighzz.

xoxo




20050515 ♥

reading angel's blog makes weixin happie

coz angel's happie

so weixin's happie too =)

the joy on angel's face when she found the spot on the claves to hit [although it was actually the wrong spot coz i couldn't hear a thing] made me smile. to see her grinning away and giving me the spastic look when i told her that she and jazz just DUN get along made me happie. her asking me to switch section wif amelia on sat morn made me happie. which explains why i was in a good mood for the whole weekend. last week was a happie week. i knew things would get better once syf was over. all the mood swings and everything. the tired weixin is goneee. but im onli hyper during band. hurhur. weixin lurves angel =)

conclusion: angel doing stoopid things makes weixin happie.

that's the happie part.

still thinking of how to ask alvin whether amelia and i could switch section. actually ive been thinking bout it for the whole weekend. yesh even when i was doing pw. even when i was eating at kfc and crapping. those times when im stoning. wondering what his reply would be. im afraid of rejection. which was why i din even go for badminton tryouts. ive no idea wad made me choose flutes. and now stoopid angel's staying in bandd. percc. and im stuck in flutes. wanting to change but haf no courage to open my stoopid mouth to ask. sighzz.

gave up trying to do maths. just thinking about bandd again. im gonna fail the math test tmr. oh what joy. not gonna care anymore and just go slack around. im officially brain-dead.

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woot! pw rawks-

hah. spent the whole day at jurong east doing practically nothing (: oh well i predicted tt too. 8 hrs in jurong east and we finished the gpp! wheee. at least we completed smth =) rest of the time were spent ahem playing bridge and taitee in the library. and pool. and dinner then taitee and bluff again. my pool sux =x and corny looks scaree when he plays pool. hehx.

and weixin just lost 2 kg. yayyyy. so weixin is in a gd mood now. actually i was since yest when angel told me smth. yayyyy.

shit. math test on mon. and i din do a single math tutorial, which means tt i dunno a single thing bout trig. how sad. shitified.

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20050512 ♥

bridge rawks-

like totally. yay.

i actually haf something to look forward to when going sch. and tt's my favourite bridging sessions. now break does not = food. break = bridge. zipadeedoodah zipadeeday! it's good k. can diet and play at the same time coz bridge takes ur mind off fooood which are, sadly, sinful stuff.

went orchying today wif mich corny jes cariann daryl jon ann and les. ate at cine's ljs. sinfullll. and i think im gonna get sore throat again. and ive ran outta strepsils. gonna buy another pack tmr. we tried playing bridge at ljs after eating, but got warned tt we weren't supposed to do tt, so they decided to start bullying cariann instead. heh. got bored after awhile and took out the cards again, and tt dunno who [probably the manager or some big shot] came and threatened to call up bro paul. muahaha. decided to be good kids and kept the cards and continued teasing cariann hurhur. and corny looks gay wif mich's luminous green and blue hairpins. daryl and corny took lotsa gay pics as usual. and talked lotsa dirty stuff. i was like speechless. nth to say la haha wad the shit.

sianz tmr's slack day. sighz.

BUT. there's gonna be bridging sessions again. woohoooo. life rawks

and so does 7th nite (:

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one word says it all.

goldd.

not gonna elaborate, but all i can say is that our hard work paid off. all the scoldings and tears were worth it.

1256. my fastest timing ever in my entire life. dun ask me how i did it. just had this adrenaline rush thing which kept me sprinting for the whole last roundd =)

both my throat and my legs hurt like shitt now. can't even swallow my saliva without feeling the pain. and it's getting worsee. this morn wasn't so badd. it's killing meee

i'll probably be legicapped tmr

bleh. ocs was damn shit. was stoning half the time. or actually, more than half. how nice. and i din get to see yuks and shu-en. sighzz

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tmr's the day (: seems quite fast actually. to think that i can manage a piece that's more difficult than persis in 1.5 mths. not that i can actually play the entire piece, but to be able to fake through is good enuf. tt's for a person who has never played flute in a band b4 yarhh.

had a screwed up math tcher today. was made to stand for like 5 mins damnit. good thing he's not our tutor man. and marc was just talking about that guy's ass during break today. hehx. wad a coincidence.

guess i've been kinda mood swingy for the past few days. cried twice, first during band camp, second yest. maybe it's the stress. was just sitting on the bus after band yest, thinking bout stuff when i started tearing. sighzz.

u've changed. u're not wad uu used to be. i miss ur comforting words and hugx. we seem to be driftin further and further apart. i know u haf ur own circle of friends and cant possibly be there for me 24/7, but it hurtx to feel that u're not there when i reallie needed uu. for once, change seems to be badd. i miss ur old self.

i miss bouncing arnd like an idiot.
i miss crapping to u on the fone.
i miss slping 7 hrs each nite.
i miss the muffins.
i miss being lame.
i miss slacking.

and omygosh. i miss nanyang.

and yeah i know that was u, anne. hah. even b4 i read the "not in s'pore" part. oh and u'd be pleased to know this. u dun sound like mel. muahaha. and thanx loads =)

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20050501 ♥

haf come to realize that blog hopping is baddd.

everybody seems to be going through a tough time now, no matter whose blog i read oso quite sadd de. sighzz. it's like out of a sudden everybody's breaking upp. so wierdd.

din wan to blogg initially, but after reading everythingg..haix.

jiayou pple (:

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