sighz. binomial sux. and so does chemical energetics. dun understand a single thing of wad the lecturer's tokking about. sian. think the onli sub that i can score in is math. still haf lotsa work from the first 3 mths for bio and chem to catch up on. and it doesn't help that my mole concept is totally horrible.
almost finished all of the 1st 3 mths math tutorials. left wif GP and quadratic eqns. and what the shit i can't do quadratic. like blarhhhh. and the lecture notes dun help either. realised that i can do the new topics but not the old ones. like partial fractions, summation and AP. quadratic and binomial are old topics, just that they're some additions to the binomial part, but i haf no idea how to do the tutorial qns. or more like i can do the front part, ie the expansion, but not the find approximation part. feel so useless. bleh. better figure everything out by next week, coz there's a math test next next week. includes both binomial and MI. haf a feeling that i'm gonna fail it. unless i manage to memorize all the formulas and stuff.
glanced through the bio notes yest, din understand most of the stuff. what wif the prokaryotes and eukaryotes. i'm becoming a total mugger. so different from wad i used to be. now i stay back after sch when possible to mug. plus band pracs every wed, fri and sat, i conclude that i haf no life. heh. i need someone to explain binomial and chem to meeee. sobx. if not i'm so gonna die.
thought i would be able to pretty much cope wif the extra 3 mths work, but i'm lagging behind already. for both bio and chem. haven't touched chem at all. math's fine. currently that is. once the trigo stuff comes in dunno how i'm gonna catch up, considering i'm struggling wif binomial. haix. hopefully after syf i'll haf more time to mug. band's taking up quite alot of time now. and it's a gd thing i dun take chi. at least i got free periods to rest or to organise my stuff.
squeezy misses the muffins. where haf they all disappeared to? haven't seen u pple for a longggg time. i miss tokking crap. i feel super quiet in class. i'm like this low-key, random person in class who onli mugs and does nth else. and not everybody knows my name yet, after 2 weeks. that's how bad it is. only tok to hazel most of the time. not my fault that the person sitting on the other side of me is super wierd. and everybody in class agrees wif me that she's wierd. so it's not just me being prejudiced against her or smthing. and she keeps sticking to me and hazel. bleh. gets irritating at times. but after ignoring her sometimes when i realli can't be bothered to ans her qns [she asks realli realli common sensical qns], i'll feel bad and try to be nice the next time she asks me something. which is quite bad coz it totally pisses me off.
tmr's a long day. until 5pm. and there's mass pe. sighz. shall stop complaining and continue doing my work.